Dear you,
with love, stacy

Hi, Stacy here :)

i created this apart from my main blog and tumblr to write letters to my friends, whenever i'm trying to be serious or something :)
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i'm sorry;
i love you;
i'm writing to you to let you know how much you mean to me;
Sunday, April 3, 2011, 8:16 AM

Dear You,

up till now, i believe that you'll be the one to catch me when i fall;
tell me i'm pretty when i feel that i don't;
make me smile when i'm down;
give me something when i need it.

but you know what? i'm not in love with you.

i'm in love with someone, who won't know if i fall;
won't tell me that i'm pretty;
the one who'll make me down;
and never give me anything.

it doesn't make sense does it?

and sometime's i wonder, does it hurt that you know i'm in love with someone else? that i don't appreciate what you do? that i only talk to you when i need something from you?

i'm just such a bad bad person, who doesn't understand anything. who won't ever appreciate anything.

and honestly, i'm sorry, but i can't help it;




Sunday, March 20, 2011, 8:26 AM

Dear Special Someone,

I don't want to go to sleep, thinking how you love someone else.
I don't want to go to sleep, knowing you don't even care.
I just want to lie awake, watching the world go by.
and while I'll lie awake, I'll watch you find your pair.

I don't want to hear the lies, saying "maybe it's you".
I don't want to hear the lies, saying "it ain't her".
I know very well myself, that it ain't me.
I know just all too well, that it'll forever be her.

No, I won't blame you for falling in love with someone else.
Sure, I'm hurt, I'm screaming, I'm shedding tears.
But even though, you mean the world to me,
I'll let you go, I'll let my heart be pierced.

I'll send a letter anonymously,
saying "thank you for remembering".
I'll sign off with...
"Love, that forgotten thing"

love,
stacy




Saturday, September 18, 2010, 8:50 AM

Dear Marc,

You have an amazing voice!!! :O i think that, you will make other guys jealous of your voice, and girls die cos your voice is just too cool (Y)

And congratulations, you are the first person to 'call' me on skype for quite some time already. and you have the honour of being the very first person to ever see me on webcam. *claps* :D

You're gonna be my singing buddy from now on k? :D today's amazing 1.5 hours of singing was awesome (Y) me hyperventilating and freaking out cos i was too nervous, you 'screaming' and jumping around when a 'big black insect' appeared near you and then you run away with your laptop, thereafter giving me a tour of level 1 of your house, me going flat cos i was too lazy to reach the high notes, me virtually poking your cheeks through the webcam, you laughing at me making some weird "oh no" face which i didn't even realise i was doing.

i think it was too much awesomeness for me to absorb, so i can't remember all the funny and cool stuff. anyway, I LOVE YOUR SINGING. and i don't know why you think my singing is nice, i always think it sounds weird :| but thanks anyway, i'm flattered, and more....confident now?

okay so one day, LETS GO K-BOX WHOOO. hahaha.

love,
stacy




Friday, September 10, 2010, 4:31 AM

Dear Anonymous,

you are really pissing me off. why are you asking me for help with a relationship with some girl i'm not even close to? you're asking ME, a person who's not even CLOSE to having a relationship?

and honestly, please stop telling me how much you're IN LOVE with a girl you've met only ONCE. truth be told, she doesn't like you. so stop thinking that she does. i'm always being nice to you but to be honest, i just wanna kill you sometimes. it's really irritating you know?

these things are the truth seriously. why are you dreaming of a girl you can never be with, when you'll be hundreds of kilometers away from her soon? wake up boy~

love,
stacy




Monday, September 6, 2010, 6:20 AM

Dear Catholics of Holy Cross,

you people are awesome. Church camp wasn't meant to be a fun camp, but it did seem fun for me. i hope you'll agree. i'll never forget those moments we shared. an experience that can only happen once in a lifetime.

people who were not close to me, made me want to be their family. i think yesterday, the skin on my feet might have torn, being washed so many times.

that moment was so sweet, and i picked up the courage to wash someone's feet. God must have given me that courage, because i don't think i would have ever done that otherwise.

those few days, the tears we cried, were not wasted. they weren't used for some unknown illogical reason, like crying over your friend backstabbing you, or crying over being scolded, they were tears used to show your appreciation and love to your brothers and sisters in Christ :D

i want to relive those moments, EVERY SINGLE moment. the times when we closed our eyes to reflect, the times we shared food, the times we depended on each other to feel God's love.

now after the camp, all of you are more than just friends to me :) you're like family. and i love you all. from the bottom of my heart <3

love,
stacy




Sunday, August 29, 2010, 2:04 AM

Dear Aymeric,

I'm sorry for over-reacting. I never understood your real intentions, it's just the way you always put stuff, it makes you seem very, arrogant.

I over-reacted, and now you think i'm a bitch. I must say i think i'm one too. But please don't hate me, we used to talk to each other everyday, and now we've cut off any form of contact, except sms-ing. So please reply my message, cos all i want to say in the message is "i'm sorry".

You told me to stop chasing Zec, cos you knew i'd get hurt if i continued, and you tried to stop me. and i did, and i didn't get hurt in the end, because of you. But i never realised it, until now, when people were telling me about your true intentions.

Now you probably hate me, for being such a bitch to you, blaming you for my sadness, when you only ended it. I wanna thank you, i wanna say "i'm sorry" so please reply me, so that i can tell you that, and patch things up. You're really a nice person, and you've always talked to me no matter what. I don't want to lose a friend like you.

Please, forgive me?

With love,
Stacy